Talk to me, Abba.
Your disappointments are an appointment with Me. Release your expectations to Me and ask Me what I am doing in your situation. If you are looking with open eyes, you will see that the pain and disappointments of the past are what I used as the greatest catalyst for change in your life. Instead of fighting the circumstance, ask Me what I am wanting you to do in it. Perhaps, the thing you constantly run from is the answer you have been looking for. Turn your eyes from what is and focus on Who is. I won't leave you alone.
"You alone are God." -Psalm 86:10
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