Love What You Got

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If there is any one lesson that I have learned in the past few years with losing two brothers, it would be love what you got. Love passionately and with abandon. Pray with a fierceness that you must draw from the deep places with God that most people fear to go. Love with everything you have.

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Emily said…
I'm praying for you today too.

I love you.
8:10 AM
Unknown said…
Praying for you and your mom today as well. May His Peace fill your hearts today. I am praying for your family's legacy to be blessed and cherished.
9:34 AM
Stephanie said…
oh my. Loss is so hard. I will be praying for comfort for your family.

I love that...love passionately and with abandon. You are an encouragment!
10:36 AM
Warren Baldwin said…
When I read this I just thought, "My, what a powerful lesson to be learned in such a painful way." Thanks for sharing your insight about caring for those in your life, but I'm sorry for the losses. wb
10:46 AM
maggie may said…
i think you are wonderful. and thanks for sharing with us...
8:34 PM
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